"... just don't know what to do with myself." oh boy. too many emotions. shutup, brain, shutup.

I am boarding a plane in less than twelve hours. my heart is alternately breaking and leaping.

I think I'll go have a street coffee. try and sell my phone back--and try hard not to think about the finality of moving. I still remember moving from Georgia. I held captain cook and waved out the back of the van. and I had no idea that I would be so sad to go. Now, I know, I'm sad. But, don't get me wrong, I am so pumped to see you all.

I will just miss my students, my teachers, my coworkers, and the crazy streets. I didn't really think about how this would feel ten months ago when I came here. I never even thought about the fact that I would be a teacher. and now that's the thing I'll miss the most. but enough reflecting. there's something next that will be awesome.

I can't really be sad, when I'm so blessed to have been so happy over here.

sa-wa-dee-ka,
ajarn christy